There was a time where I remember being constantly unhappy. Fighting everyday just to keep a smile on my face. I caught myself getting angry so easy. I was so overwhelmed with life. I would break down about nothing.
I got tired of it, doing the same thing everyday.
So, I decided to start remaking who I am.
I felt a change me. God started showing me how important all the little things are. Everyday wasn't a struggle anymore it was a blessing.
When you have drive inside of you, you would be amazed at how life changes from your eyes.
There's got to be something inside of you that says, "Hey, this isn't good enough for me. I can do better."
You have to wake up with the mentality that you are going to great things, but God is never done working on you.
Sometimes we have to go through hard times that break us.
The hardest times of my life were also the times God has changed me the most.
I've heard people say, "What kind of God would let me go through this?". My question is, what kind of God wouldn't? If we never went through anything, we would never learn or grow. How could we change if our lives were perfect all the time?
Remaking who you are is never easy. But, when your intentions are pure so is the outcome.
Behold, I will do a new thing; now it shall spring forth; shall ye not know it? I will even make a way in the wilderness, and rivers in the desert.
- Isaiah 43:19
I love this song by Anna Golden it's called Changing Me.